Let's Grow

March 6th. The current time is 23:44.

After thinking about whether to write about growth, which I wrote about at work today, or DOAXVV, which I play all the time, I decided to write about growth.

I'll write about DOAXVV tomorrow.

Yesterday, I went back and read a blog post I wrote eight years ago and noticed that there was not much difference between it and my current writing. 

It is true that I had not written recently, so perhaps I had not grown.

I also looked back at my own growth.

My introverted personality hasn't changed at all since childhood, and my most destructive relationships, which are my greatest weakness, are still the same.

I believe we are born to grow. However, when I look back at my past, I don't feel that I have grown at all.

I want to live my life so that I can feel growth every day, so that I will not regret it in the future.

It is not too late.

 3月6日。現在の時刻は23:44。

今日は仕事中に書いた成長の内容といつもプレイしている「DOAXVV」のどちらかについて書こうか考えた結果、成長の話を書くことに決めた。

「DOAXVV」は明日書こう。

昨日、8年前に書いたブログの記事を読み返してみたところ、現在の文章と大きな差がないことに気づいた。確かに最近は文章を書いていなかったので、成長がなかったのかもしれない。

ついでに自分自身の成長を振り返ってみた。

子供のころからの内向的な性格は全く変わっていなかいし、一番の短所である破壊的な人間関係もそのままだ。

人は成長するために生まれてきたと信じている。けれども、今までの自分を振り返ると、全く成長を感じられない。

将来、後悔しないように、毎日成長を実感できるように生きていきたい。

今からでも遅くはないと思うからだ。